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I Grew Up Ashamed of Existing And I’m Learning to Heal
One of my earliest memories is being yelled at by my father for wetting the bed. I was just a child. I didnât know what I was doing. My body did things I couldnât control, and instead of comfort, I… Continue reading
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When Joy Feels Dangerous: A Personal Exploration into the Fragility of Happiness
Thereâs something strange about joy.For some of us, it doesnât feel safe. It doesnât feel easy or natural or soft.Joy, instead, feels like a risk. Like a candle that might be blown out any moment. Like a song that will… Continue reading
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The Quiet Weight of Sadness
I donât really know what my first memory of sadness is. Not in a clear, defined image anyway. But I do know that sadness was present⊠often. I remember the feeling of not being accepted, not being seen. The shame… Continue reading
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The Emptiness Inside Me
Lately, Iâve been feeling this strange tension between wanting to do something, anything, and at the same time feeling completely disconnected from everything. Thereâs no clear direction, no desire pulling me anywhere and so I started thinking⊠maybe I need… Continue reading
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The Spirit of Brother Bear: A Story That Raised Me
How a childhood film helped me understand compassion, transformation, and soul family Thereâs a film that carved itself into the very bones of my childhood â not just as entertainment, but as a spiritual compass. That film is Brother Bear.… Continue reading
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From Surviving to Living: My Saturn Return and the Sacred Power of Becoming Myself
I donât know exactly where it came from. That feeling crept in so quietly, I barely noticed. All I knew was that somewhere between emotional explosions and black holes, I started to feel something I hadnât felt in a long… Continue reading
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Me vs. My Mind â The Most Exhausting Battle and the Most Powerful Ally
There are seasons in life where I donât feel like Iâm living with my mind , I feel like Iâm surviving against it. Itâs not just a little inner voice whispering doubts now and then; itâs a full-blown internal war.… Continue reading
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The 7th House in Astrology: How Relationships Reflect Your Shadow and Soul Lessons
If you’re new to astrology or just haven’t had a chance to dive into your own birth chart yet, don’t worry! You can easily create your own personalized chart on CafĂ© Astrology. Simply head over to their website, enter your… Continue reading
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The Illusion of Freedom â My Personal Awakening
There was a time when I thought freedom meant running away. From rules.From expectations.From the weight of âyou have to.â I grew up with a constant pressure on my shoulders. Not the kind you can see, like bags or bricks.… Continue reading
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The Hunger That Was Never Mine â My Fight With Greed
I didnât think I had much to say about greed.It felt foreign, like something that belonged to “them.”The rich, the powerful, the hoarders of wealth, of resources, of control.Not me. Iâm just trying to survive and create beauty. Right? But… Continue reading
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