Personal journey
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I Grew Up Ashamed of Existing And I’m Learning to Heal
One of my earliest memories is being yelled at by my father for wetting the bed. I was just a child. I didn’t know what I was doing. My body did things I couldn’t control, and instead of comfort, I… Continue reading
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When Joy Feels Dangerous: A Personal Exploration into the Fragility of Happiness
There’s something strange about joy.For some of us, it doesn’t feel safe. It doesn’t feel easy or natural or soft.Joy, instead, feels like a risk. Like a candle that might be blown out any moment. Like a song that will… Continue reading
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The Quiet Weight of Sadness
I don’t really know what my first memory of sadness is. Not in a clear, defined image anyway. But I do know that sadness was present… often. I remember the feeling of not being accepted, not being seen. The shame… Continue reading
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Learning to Make Peace with My Anger
For a long time, I believed that anger was dangerous, not because it inherently is, but because of the way I was taught to experience it. My earliest memory of anger is tied to my father. I can still see… Continue reading
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The Emptiness Inside Me
Lately, I’ve been feeling this strange tension between wanting to do something, anything, and at the same time feeling completely disconnected from everything. There’s no clear direction, no desire pulling me anywhere and so I started thinking… maybe I need… Continue reading
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The Spirit of Brother Bear: A Story That Raised Me
How a childhood film helped me understand compassion, transformation, and soul family There’s a film that carved itself into the very bones of my childhood – not just as entertainment, but as a spiritual compass. That film is Brother Bear.… Continue reading
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From Surviving to Living: My Saturn Return and the Sacred Power of Becoming Myself
I don’t know exactly where it came from. That feeling crept in so quietly, I barely noticed. All I knew was that somewhere between emotional explosions and black holes, I started to feel something I hadn’t felt in a long… Continue reading
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My Journey Through Spiritual Silence, Kundalini Hints, and a Blooming Lotus
For as long as I can remember, I’ve been in constant inner dialogue, with my guides, with my intuition, with the unseen layers of Spirit. But then something began to shift. Gradually, my mind grew quieter. The familiar voices I… Continue reading
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Living Aligned with Nature: Returning to the Sacred Rhythm of Life
I grew up in a small village partly surrounded by forest. Since childhood, the woods have been my playground, my secret hiding spot, my temple. I used to wander off with friends into the trees, laugh until the air turned… Continue reading
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Me vs. My Mind — The Most Exhausting Battle and the Most Powerful Ally
There are seasons in life where I don’t feel like I’m living with my mind , I feel like I’m surviving against it. It’s not just a little inner voice whispering doubts now and then; it’s a full-blown internal war.… Continue reading
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